Lonesome
I know exactly how I am feeling. Feeling? I started asking myself, do I still have any?
I know it is better if I could cry out loud, let go of the depression.
No matter how hard I tried, tears no longer drip down the cheek, my heart no longer feels.
At first I thought I would have a hard time to go through this but seems that I am wrong.
I wear a mask, everyday, to avoid others find out who I am deep down.
There is one of my favourite quote in Chinese words that means:"Loneliness and lonesome is different. Loneliness is when there are people beside one but one can't feel them whilst lonesome is one have forgotten how to love, including oneself."
To some point, I think lonesome has wrap me in its arm for too long. Long enough for me to forget what is love.
I was told that I am evil and cruel for saying that on a day for celebration. Maybe I am, for I have lose my heart. If it is so, I am sorry.
I know it is better if I could cry out loud, let go of the depression.
No matter how hard I tried, tears no longer drip down the cheek, my heart no longer feels.
At first I thought I would have a hard time to go through this but seems that I am wrong.
I wear a mask, everyday, to avoid others find out who I am deep down.
There is one of my favourite quote in Chinese words that means:"Loneliness and lonesome is different. Loneliness is when there are people beside one but one can't feel them whilst lonesome is one have forgotten how to love, including oneself."
To some point, I think lonesome has wrap me in its arm for too long. Long enough for me to forget what is love.
I was told that I am evil and cruel for saying that on a day for celebration. Maybe I am, for I have lose my heart. If it is so, I am sorry.
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posted by Alison at
6:08 AM
1 Comments:
sorry for realising this too late as I never really ask you when I believing in my 6th sense. Didn't know that you've gone through all those for some time already.
Anyway, sometime in our life, we might be given a task by God. Yes, although we might be bless with friends, however, lonesome is something we can only handle by ourselves.
I myself sometimes to feel lonesome too. That time, is hard for friends to come in and understand it.
However I want to tell you, you are not alone, I faced it too. I believe many faced it too and keep them it their heart. If there's anything I can help, I hope i can try to make u feel better^^
Cause somehow, I would really like to bring back to the Yin Ching I used to know in CPU. or where you would like to be.
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