Running Away from Reality

After a week of depression, thanks to somebody who cause this. I decided to run away from reality at least for 2 days. During the horrible depression period, I had stomachache for 2 days, the thought of suiciding is so strong which I think I nearly did it until somebody pull me back. Trust me, at least to me and Kristie, depression is the best way to keep fit. I lost at 2" inch of belly in few days time and I am still feeling the slight stomachache. Do not try this if you tend to eat a lot when you are undergoing depression!!!! TAKE NOTE!

I wonder how long will I take to gain back the weight again.......During depression, I slept for days and days trying to escape from the problems. Indeed it shouldn't be my problem coz the one who needs changes is not me, so why am I taking it all to myself. Mom said this to me. I dunno, is just me.

No worries, I am going to be fine sooner or later. Luv you all.